Monday, September 11, 2006

Sometimes, when i sit alone, i remember my stupid old days behavior (as if am 57 lol), yes i was a stupid gurl with the most irrational attitude ever.. doing whatever i wanted to do, whenever i wanted to.. i was breaking every rule.. was risking everything i had.. thinking of nothing else, but my PLEASURE.
"WHAT I DID WAS BEYOND THE BOUNDS OF ACCEPTABLE BEHAVIOR"

Ofcourse, consequences were disaster, embarrassing myself infront of others.. causing myself painful circumstances.. feeling guilty most of the time
(HEY WAIT.. i wasn't that bad :P)

YET

Everytime i recall those memories, i laugh and laugh till i sometimes cry. Gosh, i was so CARELESS.. FEARLESS.. and damn DARING..
And only because of these features, i reached the extreme joyfulness zone, and i lived the happiest days of my life.. the taste of that pleasure mixed with excitement was so special and unique.

So in fact i shouldnt regret it, but keep it and smile.
You'll never know what is happiness if there was no sorrow.

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posted by Loura at 5:16 PM |


8 Comments:


At 8:08 PM, Blogger Loura

Well.. well, i dont know how you guys only get it this way.. either smokin marijuana or was a bit**! couple of friends told me that it sounds this way. Well if you guys can only see this in my blog.. then am sorry that you dont appreciate my honesty.. am trying here to chill you out and give you a valuable advice. Those who think this way: I dont give a damn what you think.

 

At 5:29 AM, Blogger Saudi Girl

Everyone in this world has his own experiences & moments which he'll never forget..Some of them are joyful & others are depressing..But the most imp. thing is to gain lessons from those experieces inorder to avoid pain & to live a better life..

Cousin, i really appreciate ur honesty especially in such a personal experience..Yet, unfortunately some ppl do not!

 

At 5:36 AM, Blogger Loura

Very true. Thank you cousin.

 

At 5:01 PM, Blogger Dawn Fairy

never regret anything you did, even if it's wrong, beacause it has to be changed your life, your personality, or you learned some lessong from it,, and all that what makes you the person you are now.

 

At 1:29 AM, Blogger Loura

Dawn Fairy,
Thats why i told u that u make me feel am not an alien here. Thanx.

 

At 10:58 PM, Blogger bo_sale7

true very true ...

i was and still :) wild ....

but with age u consider alot be4 doing anything crazy

regards :)

 

At 9:49 AM, Blogger Loura

Exactly bo_sale7, thanx for posting here.

 

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