Monday, September 11, 2006
Sometimes, when i sit alone, i remember my stupid old days behavior (as if am 57 lol), yes i was a stupid gurl with the most irrational attitude ever.. doing whatever i wanted to do, whenever i wanted to.. i was breaking every rule.. was risking everything i had.. thinking of nothing else, but my PLEASURE.
"WHAT I DID WAS BEYOND THE BOUNDS OF ACCEPTABLE BEHAVIOR"
Ofcourse, consequences were disaster, embarrassing myself infront of others.. causing myself painful circumstances.. feeling guilty most of the time
(HEY WAIT.. i wasn't that bad :P)
YET
Everytime i recall those memories, i laugh and laugh till i sometimes cry. Gosh, i was so CARELESS.. FEARLESS.. and damn DARING..
And only because of these features, i reached the extreme joyfulness zone, and i lived the happiest days of my life.. the taste of that pleasure mixed with excitement was so special and unique.
So in fact i shouldnt regret it, but keep it and smile.
You'll never know what is happiness if there was no sorrow.
"WHAT I DID WAS BEYOND THE BOUNDS OF ACCEPTABLE BEHAVIOR"
Ofcourse, consequences were disaster, embarrassing myself infront of others.. causing myself painful circumstances.. feeling guilty most of the time
(HEY WAIT.. i wasn't that bad :P)
YET
Everytime i recall those memories, i laugh and laugh till i sometimes cry. Gosh, i was so CARELESS.. FEARLESS.. and damn DARING..
And only because of these features, i reached the extreme joyfulness zone, and i lived the happiest days of my life.. the taste of that pleasure mixed with excitement was so special and unique.
So in fact i shouldnt regret it, but keep it and smile.
You'll never know what is happiness if there was no sorrow.
Labels: Loura
posted by Loura at 5:16 PM | 
7 Comments:
At 5:29 AM, 
Saudi Girl
Everyone in this world has his own experiences & moments which he'll never forget..Some of them are joyful & others are depressing..But the most imp. thing is to gain lessons from those experieces inorder to avoid pain & to live a better life..
Cousin, i really appreciate ur honesty especially in such a personal experience..Yet, unfortunately some ppl do not!
At 5:01 PM, Dawn Fairy
Well.. well, i dont know how you guys only get it this way.. either smokin marijuana or was a bit**! couple of friends told me that it sounds this way. Well if you guys can only see this in my blog.. then am sorry that you dont appreciate my honesty.. am trying here to chill you out and give you a valuable advice. Those who think this way: I dont give a damn what you think.